Lack of daily stoicism and humility

With the painful experience I’m going through now, little things really have a huge impact. A shower with good pressure, a drain that isn’t clogged, a clean towel. A pain-free moment.

When I recover, I want to keep this humble gratitude. How?

Being Okay with Being Unproductive

Let go and realize that you won’t be at peek performance every day. Learn to enjoy the days off as a recharge, instead of having them drain you from the guilt and anxiety.

I don’t have nanobots in me

Being sick in bed is getting very annoying when you’re not sure what caused it. And the idea of having to see a doctor, sit in a waiting room, when I should be getting daily health reports on my cell phone is getting irritating.

I want push notifications when white blood cell counts increase in an area, or when I’m showing a micronutrient deficiency.

When am I over committed?

I wish I was like an RPG character with a commitment gauge. I have X energy points for projects, and once I spend those, I cannot commit to any new ones.

Physical fitness is too unknowable

Every body is different, and it’s incredibly difficult to find the right system that will work for you. And even if you do, your body will eventually build a resistance to that diet or workout regimen, rendering it useless.

I want the previously mentioned nanobots to tell me what the best workout, sleep and nutrition combinations will get me to my physic goals. I’m still happy to put in the work, I just need direction catered to my unique body